now 1 meal per day is enough for me.
bad day. everyday is bad day.
don't expect much.
just wanna pass the day smoothly.
yes. angry, disappointed, sad.
whatever. i just silly.
just biting on to it. until ...
lets stop this unhappy thingy.
end 6 today. went down for training but cannot see any 1 of them.
not even a bag.
search for half an hr den i give up.
went stadiam and run alone.
i like to run at night.
is dark and cooler.
my tears jus cum out without my control.
but no 1 saw it. is dark.
ard 8 den they finally back.
cos they ran all the way to ECP.
It really need a very big courage to speak up.
but i did it. i manage to help my girl to step up.
i feel happy to let the girls get involve .
i am silly.
i give in too much.
