Sunday, April 27, 2008 8:52 PM
Finally have a day for me to rest.
still the same, wake up at 8 again.
study a bit today.
but my mind is thinking of other things.
I still cant let it go.
Feel sick today.
head is so heavy and throat is damn dry.
Feel like killing myself now.
everything are not doing fine.
more and more things coming up.
and lots of things haven solve yet.
It kill lots of my brain cell.
Is my both dar dar doing fine in heaven?
I miss both of you.
I'm sorry.
