chapter 433

I dunno what am i doing now.. I think my brain corrupted already.
I don't have a choice and i really dun feel like get over it.
It is so pain until i dunno how to describe it.
Can someone pls just give me a slap and wake me up?
but before that i really feel like crying out loud...

Trying to be happy, trying to smile.. until my smile i feel so fake now..
stupid, silly, idiot, kam gong de me... hai..
How stupid i can be? very very stupid.