chapter 451

"Sometimes people don't notice the things we do for them until we stop doing them"

I start to get tired already.
It seem like a routine for me and it just keep repeating.
Sometimes i just wanna be quiet and keep my mouth shut.. can i ever do these?

For what they said is true.. i will die at the age of 25..
everyday i feel the tightness, tension, stress, frustration..
my brain just cant stop thinking..

I don't want to please people anymore..
have you even think can i have the right to show my mood? can i have mood swing?
no i cant.. because i dun want to be selfish.. i need to be responsible..

i'm tired of pushing..
day by day my confident level become lesser and lesser
actually i'm not okay at all.. i just dun want to let ppl worry

Just a simple "jiayou ahmao"
can i have it from anyone?
a motivator need to be motivate too..
just saying.. :/

Here is the only place for me to dump all my words and thoughts in my heart that i won't tell anyone..

pls forgive me if I am too harsh or uncontrolled..
I just want to get things done