chapter 458

i believe i can get over it and overcome it fast..
i know what is my focus for now
what i can do is make myself damn busy and be a kpo go ard 38-ing without stopping..
dun let me have a chance to be alone and have free time to think abt it..
the real "forget" do not need to make any effort to it..
i just need a temp one for nw.. at least let myself to get used to it

JYJY pretty mao :) you can do it de..
stay positive no matter what..

today is the last training of 2011..
feel so happy to have such a brunch of wonderful girls ard..
i really love to see the smile on their face..
even though i dun show out but i really do care for them..

I dun want anything..
i just want them to be healthy, happy and feel good in the team..
seeing the team improve is the most impt thing that i care now..
i must manage it well.. i must believe that i can do..
i must try my very very best..

pls forgive me if sometimes i out of control or never do it well or what..
i need feedback too..

i used to be the last man standing since a few yr back..
i believe we will stand tgt this time round..

Happy 2011 and lets welcome 2012..