Still thinking abt it.. i need sometime to get over and overcome it.

i still need to keep on going for 1 yr plus more.

this is just the beginning only and i can feel the stress getting heavy and heavier.

Seriously i need to get over it fast.

If i get tired or overloaded, i may jus breakdown like 2 wk ago.

Gonna clear my mind now and keep it going.

Negative thought pls go away from me.. :\

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So far so good, i dun feel as bad as a few week ago..

i guess somehow i step out already? hopefully.

at least now there are so many stuff for me to focus and i have no time to think abt it..

but my stuff are so much that i cant finish.. and lots of thing keep coming in..

Jy bah.. just keep my schedule filled with work

I already tried to accept the fact.

Pls don't let me to turn back again.