actually i dun feel good at all.. or rather very bad

i keep on trying and trying but i cant make a diff..

how true it is i still rmb last sem in psychology class francis said that once you make a decision in your life and it will affect the ppl ard you.. you and the ppl ard you need to adapt to the change..

at that point of time i dun agree but now i agree......

because i really dunno what to do anymore..

Sometimes i blaming myself why must keep thing to myself...

maybe i just too used to hide it..

i know by crying cant solve any problem but i just cant control when i think of it..

why am i causing everyone to be unhappy? why it happened on me?? what am i doing?

I been taught how to solve ppl problem but why i cant solve mine?

i may need empty chair technique..

seriously i get affected.. alot :/

我真的很怕。。。非常的害怕