I dunno what to do.. i just not good enough

why am i screwing up everything? what have i done... i dunno

I realized that i had lost myself.. the previous me

lost in somewhere where i cant find..

where am i at? i dunno...

hai......

hiding and pretending is very very hard..

i may look normal.. but behind my face im actually have a lot alot of stuffs hiding behind..

but nvm.. i think i can pull it through.. can i?

i getting tired.. very tired

sick and tired of myself all the time..

I dun like to tell ppl how i feel and what happen to me

the more the push, the more i will run..

run till far far away..

11.11pm.. hope everything will be alright