Time checked, date checked.. 3 more days to sch start..

Time passed so fast.. left with one more sem in sch + stupid fyp and one last sem for attachment..

So many upcoming events on this coming sem.. all impt ..

hoping for the best :/

how am i feeling now?

ans: Useless, hurt, sad, disappointed, angry

I feel useless cos i know there is something happen but i dunno how to help.. i wanted to help so much but... sigh

I cant just walk away or ignore.. its my responsibility and i really care for it..

I'm so angry, disappointed of myself being like this.. cos i cant solve it.. seriously fml ttm

its so hurtful when i see them being not happy and weird..

my heart is so pain until i feel like banging wall nw..

i really hate hate hate to see this.. why everything happen at the same time?

i know its my fault that i cant handle it and cause it to happen..

seriously i fucking angry of myself.. nnb

Why cant i do a thing properly? screwed ttm

maybe i not suitable?

how am i going to pretend and lead? i hate to be fake :(

but is it the only way nw?

hope i can dream of guanyinma and give me some hint..