Chapter 471

At this point of time i sld be waking up and stop being in this way anymore.
Its is so tired to please every single one person.
sometime i will just ask myself why am i doing this? actually is i care for them. every single one
please to a point until sick and tired already..
i shall stop this and just be my own way right?

I been trying so hard to fill up this gap but it seem that it not going to work..
i will not walk away but will just stay normal and silence..
it is like i really put a lot of effort in but what i got back is just like kena pour cold water on myself..
why i have to be so xinku and got this in return?
well.. i guess this time round i just gonna stay at my mini circle and not cross over..

Hate to get those "cold" return from others..
why am i got this feeling that when ppl feel good to talk, they will talk to me.. but not when i approach
its been a long time.. very long

This teach me a lesson.. never make this mistake again. fml

well.. im tired of everything.. i don't even feel like talking to any single one
so many things in my mind nw and it get more and more, heavier and heavier
almost cant breathe.. seriously hate this feeling max.

Sigh.. hope i can find back my motivation soon.. pls

I just feel like shouting out loud at a open sea T.T